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Pictures Update! :)

2009-06-12T01:29:00.013+08:00

HI PEOPLE. I'm moving to http://rahimveryhandsome.blogspot.com!
HAHAHHAHAHA This will be my last post here. See you all there!

Relink when you're free! :)

10 June 2009 --- Sweet simple love (:

2009-06-10T20:30:00.004+08:00

Okay Happy Birthday to Ben again! Haha.

Darling came to fetch me at 10am today, we went MG.. (:
Then watched TBG 2008 Dvd, and 'Freedom writers'.

TBG was nice!
Freedom writers was NICER!

Lol. Amazing I was more interested in a non-dance thing..
But seriously, the show was nice. You may wanna try searching and watch it.
[[It's about how a teacher changes the attitude of teenagers (her students). WATCH IT! GOOD SHOW! Inspirational! :) ]]

Something sweet: Rahim was sleeping on the sofa at rooftop garden, I was reading a magazine.. After reading I laid on his shoulders and accidentally woke him.

Rahim: (Smile) Is it comfortable for you?

:) This is the simple sweet love I need.

happy birthday ben!

2009-06-10T00:25:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENNEDICT EDELI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARE YOU BACK?????? SEE YOU SOON OKAY!!!!
LOADS OF THINGS TO CATCH UP! :)

Things like : I have a great husband now! XD

SEE YA!!!!! TAKE CARE AND HAVE A GREAT BIRTHDAY!!

I HATE BEING SICK

2009-06-08T14:09:00.001+08:00

Reasons:
1) It just suck! I especially hate vomiting!
2) I can actually meet my darling, but I can't now! :(
3) It makes me can't do anything!

Argh. Why sickness come in holidays?
Someone, bring Rahim to me..

2009-06-05T10:54:00.012+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAHIM!!!!!!!!!!!

We're not celebrating cos Rahim have a lousy wife.. That's why. X)

Sayang, Happy 21st birthday to you! Officially an adult already! So fast! Wait for me k! We'll get married in 3years time! =)

I'm sorry I have nothing for you dear. But you've got my 101% love, enough? I'm serious, I love you! See you soon!!

I wanna be by your side throughout all your birthdays. This is the first one. There will be 60 more to come.

I love you.

***Edited***
Okay so I went to MG straight after my Wireless paper(sure fail paper). Reached at around 4.30pm, Rahim was practicing with Darren..
Watched them, showed him the video from the F805 girls. XD Thanks a lot girls! :)

Went to Cathay at 8pm, wanted to catch a movie, but all the 9pm tickets are sold out. So decided to go MS to get him a present! AFTER MUCH THREATENING AND PERSUASIONS, he finally allow me to get him a wallet. :)

Had dinner at the HK cafe. He made a video thank you message for the F805 girls. Haha, cuteness.
Okay so he sent me home and went back MG to jacuzzi with Brian Cheok!

On saturday(6Jun2009), HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HONG YUYANG!
Lol. My day spent: going to Pulau Ubin with my mum early in the morning to pray, then went MG. Reached around 1.10pm, met Sayang. (:
Went Kopitiam with Charlie Hazrul Rahim.. Walked around, back to MG. Slept for 15mins or so. Went Raffles to get tickets for BIG GROOVE. Wanted to eat but...........................................so back to MG..

After eating at Central Kopitiam, chatted at rooftop.. Then went for class at 5pm. Class was ultra tiring(for me). I'm really weak now! :( After months and months of not exercising..

The 'BIG BANG class' are really nice. They bought Rahim a shirt and a puzzle thing to write birthday wishes/messages for him.. So sweet of them! THANKS BABES!

And Xundy(I think that's her name), bought some i-don't-know-what-is-it-called food for us. So tasty! (Especially when I'm hungry XD) And while feeding Rahim, I put creams on his face, and he did the same back! Idiot. Haha. :D

So yup, after lesson, practice-for-fun with Selena, Yanjun and Ryhan while Rahim Allison and Teriza had some talks(:

The practice session was so fun without Rahim around! X)

Darling sent me home. And one thing to add on, I really love you dear.
We'll go thru everything together.
Lovelovelove! :)

P/s: pictures will be uploaded ASAP. There are loads of images to be posted!!!
Pictures in class, HSS boys, and with Rahim syg!

BYE EVERYONE! ENJOY YOUR TERM BREAK!!!

2009-06-04T07:28:00.002+08:00

Something real random. I realise all of my post says 'I love Rahim'..
Haha, sorry if you're getting irritated by it, I'm just in love.

2009-06-03T20:27:00.002+08:00

Rahim, I really love you..

Everything about you..

Keiths, don't snatch!

2009-06-02T23:28:00.001+08:00

KEITHS

SEE THIS???? KEITHS!!

WITH AN 'S'!!!!

P/s: Term test ending soon!
P/s2: I love Rahim Bin Abdul Rahman!!!
P/s3: I MISS MY GIRLFRIENDS LIKE CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-31T23:21:00.002+08:00

Intro Marketing & Fundamentals of Management paper are over(on saturday)...

4 more papers to go.

GOD DAMN BUSY!!!!!!!!! AND STRESSFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mum left the chores for me at this time, and she's now enjoying herself at Thailand. -.-

THANKS AR!!!!

Good luck for Term Test everyone~!!!!

Will update my blog after all the papers are over.. [that's like one week later] -.-

I LOVE RAHIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P/s: Rahim sick on Saturday(fever), and Darren gotta battle against Ryu and Lesner himself. He didn't win it, but it's okay Darren! Still going to Semi-finals.. All the best!!

Update --- 28 May 2009

2009-05-29T10:32:00.001+08:00

I reach MG at 8.10am.. We rested on bed for awhile, then went BK to have breakfast.. (:
Sayang, I won't leave you don't worry..

Went back to Harbour Front to meet Keith to take a VERY NICE SHOE! :D
Then went HSS.. Left early cos he wanna teach me marketing and management...

End up sleeping at MG till 5pm(we're really tired), then went to eat Subway AND STUDY, and had a great talk.. Loves..

Believed, but can't believe again..

2009-05-26T22:16:00.003+08:00

Sayang came to find me today after his Henderson Class.. 5.40pm - 9.40pm....

"It's not just missing you. It's I am working FOR YOU."

Thank you for loving me.
You're really special to me.. You're different from any other guy I ever been with. I really want you to be happy... Loves..

P/s: I AM ATTACHED. OR RATHER, EVEN IF I AM NOT ATTACHED, YOU SHOULDN'T BE SO CLOSE TO ME!! LIKE HELLO?!?!!!!? BASIC RESPECT LA! What's more I am married!

24th May 2009

2009-05-25T08:18:00.013+08:00

Rahim and I went to Chinatown Hotel 81, due to the need of IT...................................

We've got no choice.....

Rahim, you really have to marry me now..

***EDITED**
Hahaha, ok Rahim and I went to Hotel 81 to book a room for my friend coming from Taiwan. XD Relax people, relax! (:
Met Rahim on Sunday... Have had a sweet day. I love you my dear..

TO EVERYONE: Sorry for getting tricked by me. HEEHEE.

P/s: Redline won the second battle. Straight to Semi-finals now.. All the best Darren and Rahim. (:

22nd May 2009 - Met Rahim for 12.5 hours!!!!

2009-05-23T00:32:00.002+08:00

Rahim is so cute, so hot, so charming, so handsome...!

:)
Tomorrow going for his lesson (2nd lesson. 1st lesson was last Friday), then gonna support him for his K.O Night battle number 2!!!

22nd May 2009
Reached MG at 9.20am, had Yakun for breakfast............. Watched his lesson at MG, then go print teeshirt, then go HSS.. His serious look is really CHARMING!!!!! =)

I'm proud of the boys at HSS (: for their positive attitude..

Lesson from 2.30pm - 6.30pm.. Bused back to CQ to have Fish&Chips as dinner with Jae and Joey.

Bused home. (:

I love Rahim.
Rahim just said "I love Wanling" over the phone. =)

NICOLE CLAIRE/ JASMINE LEE, IF YOU ARE READING THIS, DON'T ROLL YOUR EYES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH =D

2009-05-22T01:10:00.006+08:00

Allyouknowisrunawayfromproblems.Don'treadthendon'treadla.Icanjustfuckcaretoo.Anywayreadingmyblogwilljusthelpyouunderstandmemore.Apparently,youdon'twishtounderstand me.Seriously,what'sallthisabout?Attitudeno.3.Fine,Igottaacceptthisthen.Myfaultagain.

Tell me what to do.

Pain & Messages to Six

2009-05-21T19:59:00.010+08:00

Cheryl, your post is really sweet.. Yes I'm happily in love now. Thank you for your blessings (: Next.. You need to forget everything babe.. That's the only way for you to move on.. I really hope to see you happy.. All the best to you in everything. It's not easy to hold on to a relationship this long. This is love girl.. (: And yes, we have loads of misunderstandings, but they are really the past.. I remember, but I don't care. I think those are the things that strengthen us. I love you, and I really do.

Jasmine! YOU ARE SO CUTE! Hahahaha. You may be a little slow at times.. But that's what makes you cute!!! :D It's difficult to forget love. Be strong. And I love you cutie. (: You have a very sweet smile, so please keep smiling..

Denise, I am so proud of you. You're a strong girl... I know it's really tough for you. Put yourself together, we're always here for you if you need to talk.. I'm not that close to you. But I swear, whenever I see you in school, I'm happy. It's like seeing my own boyfriend. Hahaha. It's really happy to see you, cos I really miss you, and the others as well. Love you, sweet..

Evelyn, that time about Rahim thing, you tell me he might not be the one for me, and you don't even know if your boy is gonna be the one you spend your life with.. But I can tell you, Rahim is the one for me, don't worry.. We may have problems, but the way we solve problems is amazing.. So dearest, I really hope to see you happy to. The real love feeling is undescribable.. It's really amazing.. You have to trust the relationship in order to make it work.. I love you and hope you'll be happy..

Jiening!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haha, Cheryl says that you make her happy with your jokes and fun.. It's true.. Really fun being with you.. You're really a very different person now(comparing with last time).. You're more matured and independent. I'm happy for you, really. And I really love you too. (: Can't wait to attend your wedding! Sure very sweet! And yes, let bygones be bygones.. I've moved on, I know you love me one. Haha =)

AQILLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You nowadays scandal banyak2 leh! Haha. Take care alright babe.. Remember any problems, I'm here. See you soon!! (: Will love you always...

I agree with what Jiening says.. Even though we doesn't meet that often.. I still love you girls a lot.. You girls will come first.. No one will go on top of you.. Priority of me. I swear. Much love, and much MISSES!!! (:

*******************
Rahim sayang, I will always love you. =) Even if you hate me, you leave me, you hurt me, you stop loving me.. I will still love you. My aim of life is to stay by your side and support you. Seeing you smile is the best thing I can get. =) I'm always here for you. Loves.

Youaskedmetosharemyproblemswithyou.Buttillnow,wheneverIsharewithyou,youdon'tevencare..ThenwhyshouldIsharewithyouHowdoIsharewithyouWhatdoIgetfromsharingwithyou? Ireallydon'tgetit,whatdoyouwantfromme.Doyouknowthatit'spainwhenIhaveproblems,I'msad,buttoyouit'snothing.What'smore,Ireallyfeellikeyouonlyneedmewhenyou'refree.Whatever.Cries...Verypainful,veryhurt.. ButIwillstillloveyou,everyday,increasingly. Just gotta keep everything to myself.

My lovely boy (:

2009-05-21T14:10:00.003+08:00

*Phone vibrates*
"Hello?"
"Hello. Love you"
"Random!"
"(: Okay go do work"
"Orh byebye (With a very very sweet smile on my face)"

Ultimate Sweetness =)

**EDITTED**

I really miss Rahim.

He is working hard to save up for us. =)

It WILL happen.

2009-05-20T22:39:00.004+08:00

Today Sayang came at 8am! So early.. Sorry, but I was too sleepy that I only got ready by 9am :( Sorry syg...

Thanks a lot.. It's been long since I'm able to be with you for so long. (11hours!) =)

He pick me up, we had breakfast, then bus to MG [burn songs in cd, he slept] and went ********* SS for his lesson.
His students are cute. As in the way they change their tone, from 'mat2', to good boys that wanna learn dance.. (:

After his class, we bus home. Thanks syg.. I am happy so long as I see you. I don't need you to give me any exciting programs! Really, don't worry k.. =)

I am so gonna sleep early today! So worn out.. Darling is feeling sick.. Please take care.. I love you!

DARLING, PLEASE TAKE CARE!

Dejavu

2009-05-19T05:31:00.007+08:00

Wanna know something?

He's staying up to help me do my FOM assignment!!!
When he's sleepy and he really need sleep!! He gotta teach later.. :(
I love you dear.. Thank you. I really sincerely appreciate it.. =)

Uhhh, I am so, so lucky to have you, I swear.

He is my Superman (:

[I swear this happened before. He's doing MY work, and I'm studying for something. DEJAVU!]

17 May - He surprise. 18 May - I surpise. :D

2009-05-18T20:42:00.005+08:00

Photos update first. Very random. In school (: [[8 May 2009]]

17 May 2009
Woke up at 4pm (Official), was talking to Rahim since 2.30pm.. :)
Thought I won't be seeing him at all, that's what always happens on Sundays..

BUT.....
At 9.20pm.. Sayang was texting me and he said:

"Syg so cute... I feel like eating mac.. Ok random"
":( I thinking of you then you thinking of mac..."
"Do you feel like eatin mac??"
"I am craving for YOU!!!! Not mac!! :("
"But im at mac near ur house... Do u feel like eating mac now??"

=D =D =D So happy. Although we only met for 30minutes... Thank you syg.. Loves (: I am really happy to see you! =)

18 May 2009
Sayang have class at ********* Secondary School from 2pm-4pm.. So I can only meet him at around 5.30pm :(
Plan changed. Heehee. My turn to do something for him.

Was studying with Eileen, Weeqi and Rachel in School library.. Since I wasn't in the mood to study, I went off at 3pm, and reached ********* SS at 4pm sharp..
His class ended at 4.30pm... My legs were wobbly after 30minutes of standing.

"Hello? (Act whisper cos I in library)"
"Hello.. Syg my class just ended lehhh... Where are you? School?"
"Huhhhhhh... Ya... In school.... (sad tone)"
"UHhhh........ I faster come now k.."
"Orh.... Errrr.... I am in, ********* Secondary SCHOOL.... (:"
"SAYANG!!!!"

HAHA. I am very very happy to see him smile. So cute :)
We bus back to MG to eat something.. Then he send me home.. I slept on bus..
Darling, the way you stroke my hair.......... Uhhhhh... I feel like I'm in heaven.. Thank you(:

He's saying 'DOUBLE CHIN!!!!' XD

*** Okay sorry to anyone that CANNOT TAHAN our SWEETNESS and LOVE. Don't read my blog lor. LAME. I am proud to have Rahim, and Rahim is proud to have me. That is why we are sweet all the time. Call it mushy, whatever. I call this L-O-V-E. ***

Rahim [Nsync - Selfish]

2009-05-17T18:52:00.005+08:00

I just don't understand
Why you're running from a good man baby
Why you wanna turn your back on love
Why you've already given up
See I know you've been hurt before
But I swear I'll give you so much more
I swear I'll never let you down
Cause I swear it's you that I adore
And I can't help myself babe
Cause I think about you constantly
and my heart gets no rest over you

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you
What's wrong with being selfish?

I'll be taking up your time
Until the day I make you realize
That for you there could be no one else
I just gotta have you for myself
Baby I would take good care of you
No matter what it is you're going through
I'll be there for you when you're in need
Baby believe in me
If love was a crime
Then punish me
I would die for you
Cause I don't want to live without you
Oh what can I do?

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you

Why do you keep us apart
Why won't you give up your heart
You know that we're meant to be together
Why do you push me away
All that I want is to give you love
Forever and ever and ever and ever

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Because I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you

Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you..

To prove that I'm the only one for you
So what's wrong with being selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish...
So what's wrong with being selfish...

[[ Rahim dear, I really believe in you =) And I will have faith, to our future. ]]

Still remember how you 'sang' this to me. You're really sweet. Thank you sayang.. Thank you for loving me and pampering me.. I really feel very lucky & proud to have you. I know you'll be the one taking care of me. You beautified my life. You bring happiness to my life constantly. You let me know what's loving someone unconditionally. You make me feel my life is settled. People can say that I'm naive, innocent, I'd still believe this is real; because Baby I believe in you. I just know I can trust you. And for that, I will always love you.

Rahim, thank you.

"All that I want is to give you love, forever and ever and ever and ever"

K.O Night 2009 --- First Battle

2009-05-16T14:12:00.006+08:00

Rahim sayang is having class now. I'm waiting for Shervonne at MG, watching Rahim teach.

Why is he so cute? Haha. Everything he do just make me smile. :D

Tonight is his K.O night (Youtube it to find out what's that) first battle. All the best Redline! (Darren and Rahim)

Shervonne going with me. Haha didn't expect her to say 'okay' when I ask her to join me. :D

RAHIM IS SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(you know I'm smiling to you now through the mirror and typing this XD)

BYEBYE!!! All the best to F805 for the upcoming quizzes!
I'm prepared to fail. HEEHEE.

*** EDITTED ***

(Feel so Cheryl saying this. XD)

Okay so I went to SMU for the K.O Night 2009, first battle.

With Shervonne, Rahim, Darren, Selena, Ryhan(forgot how to spell), and some MG students.

Start queuing since 5pm. The thing started at 7pm.

Sayang and Darren was the first team to battle. OMG. Kan chiong sia. Plus Sayang sprain his leg at MG before that!!!! Arghh.. So poorthing :( He say he feel very handicapped..

But they won. Phew. Good start. After his battle, I thought I'd be sian to watch on, but the popping battle was DOPE la.. They're good man, strong poppers..

So I really enjoyed the whole 1hour of battle. What's more, Rahim and I was like 'talking' when we're 10metres apart. XD Sorry, couple language. (:

Rahim :"I was watching the battle.....and you."

HEEHEE. I KNOW THAT ACTUALLY. XD

Battle ended at around 8.20pm.. HUGGED MY SYG!!! Awwww, I think he need my hug. HAHA. (I am so self claim)

Rahim talked with his friends outside the studio for awhile.. Bla bla, then we ate dinner with Danny, Emily and Brian..

Rahim, you know what you did. YOU BETTER DON'T DO THAT AGAIN! I know you're very sweet. =D

Next time you can borrow from me first okkaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Love you..

In short, he didn't eat when he's very hungry, cos he not enough cash and don't wanna use my money.

RAHIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Smack your BOogahh boogaahhhhhhhhh

=) Boyfriend is so silly. But so sweet.

MUCH LOVES!

Went home with Brian(bus 12)..

I have had a happy day with my syg!!

Reached home, chatted on phone, told him tonnes and tonnes of things that I love about him.. They're all true, my dear.. =)

Some thing happened. Darling, we'll work it out together. I love you =) I will be strong!

AND EVERYONE, SWINE FLU HAS WENT TO MALAYSIA!!! TAKE CARE!

AND SAY ALL THE BEST TO ME FOR MY QUIZZES!!!!!! :D

I AM VERY PROUD OF RAHIM!!! (:

2009-05-15T17:28:00.004+08:00

**EDITTED**
The sentence below was a joke between me and Rahim. SORRY to make you people worried! XD
But the previous post was real. Lol. Ok random.
Loves!

I'm starting to dislike my boyfriend.

Hurt, Painful. First heartbreak.

2009-05-15T02:25:00.006+08:00

Disappointing... Very disappointing...

I was all along stress, but having Rahim make me feel I could overcome everything..

Now I'm lost. The efforts I put in to hold on, to understand, to give in, to not complain and to be concern.. The attention I wanted and needed, but I didn't get, I kept to myself.. I kept sorrows to myself in order to give you lesser problems..

I got no appreciations; I got sarcasm and attitude..

The trust and love I had for you. The belief in you, that I could rely on you. That you're not just one bastard out there..

All the words, all the swears..
"I won't attitude you one lorr!!"
"I will never let you down"
"I won't let your heart break"

All these were just the process to disappointments..

Shocking to know that.. you deliberately lied to me, and yet you could attitude me and give me sarcasm.. That's seriously hurting..

I really thought you are the one for me.. My heart is really, really painful now.

But still, my love for you will never end..

First heartbreak.... ARE THERE MORE TO COME?????????????????????????????????

I am not referring to anyone.. This is just a random post..

SURPISE NUMBER 3 (??) =)

2009-05-14T20:32:00.004+08:00

**EDITTED**
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY KOKPING!!!! HAHA. XD
(: HOPE TO GO OUT WITH YOU SOON!!!!! WITH THE REST!!!! TAKE CARE OKAY!!! SMILE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today,
Rahim is really very sweet!(:

It was Sayang's sis birthday today. He woke up a lil early than usual for her. Then I don't know what he did with his sis, afterwhich he went MG to practice with Darren. That was about 3pm ++..

At 5plus pm, he suddenly called me..
J: "Hello?"
R: "Where are you?"
J: "School? In class, why?"
R: "Why you never reply me?"
J: "Orh sorry I was doing my lab, and I didn't hear the vibration. Or feel it, whatever la"
R: "Oh..................... I am at Mushroom now"

Happy tears formed in my eyes. Slackish mood to do lab suddenly evolved to enthusiam(how do you spell it????) to finish the labwork within a minute.

To people that don't know, 'mushroom' is a place in Temasek Polytechnic.

I rushed the work, and hurried to see him, just out of my classroom door. Awwwwww....
Total sweetness. I am really happy to see him! After 2 weeks! OMG! :D

"This was already planned, since yesterday.."

I am so in love. =) =) =) =) =) =) =)

So we took 291 to Tampines Mart and bought some burger, waffle and some balls. -.-
Ate, walked home and I got the stuff to collect my servicing-phone..

Went Simei to collect phone! Then sayang sent me home. YAY! Such a short but happy time I had.

=) =) =) RAHIM DEAR! I am really very happy! Thank you.. :)

P.s : I don't mean 2weeks. I only didn't see him for 2days. HAHA. But I swear I felt like it was 2weeks or so.

Random.

2009-05-13T20:48:00.003+08:00

I really miss Rahim...

With the stress I'm having, I really need someone to be there...
:( But Rahim very busy.. Hais.

Having a very rojak feeling, of a lil sadness, a lil stress, a lil anger, a lil worries and a lil....... confuse.
Someone tell me what am I feeling.

I really feel very, very lousy.. Sorry Rahim.

I just hope this is real.. I hope I'll be strong enough to hold on..

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Updates ----- 11 May 2009 and some random blogging

2009-05-13T01:53:00.002+08:00

Just adding on, the previous post I said I'm off to bed, but I'm not la. XD

Instead I went bathe, and Rahim dear came back to meet me awhile more. Less than 30minutes.... Lovelovelove! (:

Thanks for the tags people. I am fine, and I am a matured-enough-girl to see things in a matured-way(I guess).

One aim I found in life, is to always remember to destress. Over stressing make someone lose the ability to work well. In this case, I can't work well under huge huge stress.

Reasonable amount of stress is still needed though. XD

1) Jogging everyday Saturday morning, 7am. Then accompany Grandma to market! Learn some market-ing skills =)

2) Join Rahim's class. To see him + to destress. Dancing is a big thing to me, and it still is.

3) Endure through this 2years.. Secure a GPA of 3.8 in year 3..

4) Love friends and family.. Love MYSELF.

Goodnight dearies. (:

2009-05-11T21:22:00.004+08:00

Jokes of the day

1) Was watching Britain's got Talent on Youtube. Clearly stated "Britain's got Talent" at the title.
Someone: "What is this, American Idol ah?"

2) "She dancing Barley..." This person meant ballet..

3) I forgot what. Shervonne please fill this in. Lol.

Rahim came to crash 2 of my lectures.. Thanks. I think I concentrate more when you're here.. Normally I will sleep. HAHA.

Had lunch at Business school, then went MG to do my project.
I love my boyfriend. I won't give up.
Even if one day everyone were to object, I am sorry but this is my happiness. Time will show if this is real/not.

I spill coke at MG! Sorry Charlie! :X Anyway to anyone that don't know, Charlie is a real nice guy. He's not available though. Haha. So it's just too bad for us!

Lucky I've got Rahim(:

Dad: "There's a lot of ambitious and nice guys that are Chinese, why must you choose a Malay?"

Hello? This is love. All of Malay, Indian, Chinese woman in the world, why do you love Mum?

Same theory. It's the feel we're talking bout', get it? -.-

Watching Rahim dear dance is just so nice. Aiya just watching him do nothing will be as nice too. I can't take my eyes off him. HAHA.

Rahim is oh-so-charming and seductive! Oh my god!

ADDICTION!

Only reason I'm holding on is you baby. For whatever pain I'm gonna go thru, I know you're and you will always be there.. And that's all I need.

Thanks girlfriends for the advises... With lots and lots of love... Seriously, thanks..

Thanks all those that cared. Seriously, thanks.. Very nice of you all.... (:

P/s: Everyone, I will be fine. Don't worry. (:
Goodnight everyone. I'm off to bed.

Ultimate Redlight.

2009-05-11T08:06:00.002+08:00

Had a talk with Dad.

I don't have to say much. All he wants is me to say "I will break up with Rahim and I won't be with a Malay again."

Don't get it. I just don't get it.
If I really love Rahim, I will have accept him as a Malay and convert. Moreover Rahim is not that particular about converting..

Dad just doesn't understand. Or maybe it's me that doesn't understand?

If I really have to marry Rahim, I will have to accept everything. It is MY choice. The thing is, am I really marrying him? Not marrying him = cannot be together?

Saying it is easy, can I really just give up like this?
Aqillah and Evelyn, I get what you girls mean.. Family comes first.. Without the blessing from the family, everything is equivalent to nothing..
But it's really difficult to have to end it like this.

I myself don't understand why I love Rahim so much. Well I'm sure it's not due to his sweet talks. Khaliq had a lot of sweet talks too, sames goes for Wenjie, Syafiq, Benjamin, Bjorn.. why didn't I feel this way?

I really don't know, I just feel he's the one. At least for now, I feel so, and it's really difficult to leave someone you love.
I'm not angry with my dad. I just feel that he need to know this is not easy.

And I swear this is gonna affect my studies, big time. Not because I can't meet Rahim that often, it's because deep down I'm hurt by what he said. Why? Just because he know that my boyfriend is a malay, he start saying that I'm cheap, I'm stupid, immature, and think too naive? Before knowing that Rahim is a Malay, he said he's glad I'm sensible now.

WHAT HAPPEN? Just because he is a Malay.. Should he meet Rahim? Maybe meeting Rahim would change his point of views to Malays?
GOD DAMN.

I really don't know what to do. Give up?
Seriously this is tiring.. and painful!
Having your dad threatening you to leave someone you love. God, how to choose?

-Hong Wanling-

Alwin, MG, and first Piggy back in public.

2009-05-10T03:01:00.005+08:00

Apology says:
nth wrong with being with a malay
all that matters is that he treasures you as much as you treasure him
;D
although i hate malay
i only hate malay bengzxszx
not dancing malay
think think dancing malay quite cool

My bro is sweet(:

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Did I mention before that I love Rahim especially when he teaches?
The way he teach, it's like he really want his students to learn. Not just for the sake of teaching cos he is being paid to.

Yes, that's totally charming. (:

Well today went praying with Mum, at PUHUI, Geylang lor 34, and Hougang Ave 10.. Everything ended at 4pm.. Then I train down to CQ to meet Mr Rahim. (:

Watch him teach, then slack at MG till 8pm. Went to eat dinner with some students and some bboys..

Afterwhich, we walk back to bus stop.. I was feeling a little pain and lazy to walk. So Sayang piggyback-ed me! HAHA. So attention-seeking. :D THANK YOU! I know I very heavy..

Rahim sent me to Bedok to meet my mum. Then had a drink with the Aunties, then he took a Aunty car, and I took another Aunty car home.

I really love my boyfriend a.k.a future husband. (: Rahim Abdul Rahman, pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee! Keep in mind that I will support you in everything you do. Loves!

Thanks Alwin for what you said. Really appreciate it! (:

2009-05-09T17:32:00.004+08:00

Green light only lasted for 2days.

What's wrong with being with a malay?

If I really love him I gotta accept everything of him, isn't it so?

You said you're disappointed in me, I am disappointed in you too.

You said you cried, and I can tell you I cried too....

Only if you realise how happy I was when you gave me the green light.. That was just all I need.. That is how important you are to me..

But you just crash my happiness like this. The happiness only lasted for 2 days..

Now I am just the usual sad + problem-full HONG WANLING.

You never know how nice it was to have your support..

I am really hating this....

Extremely Lame Jae -.-

2009-05-07T23:57:00.001+08:00

A ultra hyper-active day in class!!! With Rahim! Pictures on 4 May 2009

2009-05-07T16:20:00.007+08:00

My CHARMING boyfriend had a hair cut! Only shorter, nothing much. Haha.

As usual, full of weird expressions....

A random pic of us :)

Today I went MG to sleep. XD

Reached at 7.45am........ woke up at 10plus..

Had Beehoon with Jae and Charlie.

"Jaylene, there's a housefly stucked in your hair."

OMG, so freaked out la! Stupid housefly!

Anyway, then Rahim sent me to school! Heehee.
NEXT!!!!!!!!!

DMSD lesson! Today everyone is super high! Haha (except for the usual very-calm-Liani)

As you can see the tags of Shervonne, Eileen and Rachel.. they are so cute lor. Rahim and I don't even remember, they remember! XD

So sweet~~ Aawwwwwwwwwww!!!! :D

During lesson, Eileen was singing some childhood song, then Rachel and I continued by humming the song like SUPER LOUDLY.
Teacher :" Aye you all very noisy huh."
LOL

While walking to next lesson(wireless lecture), saw Rahim at Short circuit with his friends, the girls and I shouted and waved to him. LOL. Shervonne and Eileen la, they damn high. HAHAHAHA.

Then I went canteen to say HI! And went for lecture. Mr. Indecisive finally decided to crash my lecture, so yeh, and I think he more attentive than me lor! So cute :D

I think my classmates very attention-seeking today!
First was us singing in class. Second was Alvin and Liuchang 'fighting' in the lecture (-.-). Next was YongTian and Junhui 'fighting' over a chair (-.-)x2

DAMN LAME! Haha.

Rahim walked me up to last lab lesson and gathered and joke around with classmates for awhile. I was so loud the tutor for another class come out to 'shush' us. :D

And I tell you, I LOVE MY CLASSMATES! Without them, life in school is BORING la. :)
BYE EVERYONE!!! HONG WANLING IS A VERY HAPPY GIRL! :)
But I am missing my girlfriends a lot):

40hours sleepless.

2009-05-06T22:53:00.002+08:00

Rahim is really really sweet...

Thank you..(:

I've never felt this happy for very long.. For 2 days straight..

First was my Dad's green light to me having relationship.
Second was my sweet darling coming with the jacket...

I can't explain how touched I was.. Deep down in my heart, I'm feeling it.

I haven't sleep for 40hours now. Gotta bathe and sleep.
Goodnight everyone.
(:

-Very sleepy but happy HONG WANLING-

SUPER HAPPY DAY!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-06T09:44:00.004+08:00

And I tell you people..

I love Rahim, like seriously!!!

Omg total sweetness can!

I just told him I forgot to bring jacket, when today is like so freaking cold.. He went home in the morning, shit(haha), bathed, then bring jacket to school for me!!!!!!!!!! OMG! Then he just go home like that, I didn't even meet him for more than 1minute! So he really just came all the way from AMK just to pass me a jacket. SO much love!! (:

How sweet is that?

It was a surprise too, he told me he's asleep. =)=)=)
+ he have not sleep for more than 24hours...

Now I can't stop smiling to myself. My boyfriend is the sweetest!

Thanks RACHEL LEE SIEW FEN!! (She self-claim for this -.-) HAHA. Reason is cos she cared!!

Now, I have the energy till 7pm, though I hadn't sleep for 28hours!
Thanks my dear! LOVES!

SUPER HAPPY DAY!!!!!!!!!

Sweetest --- My Dad

2009-05-05T22:45:00.007+08:00

Simple as it is.

Dad, I love you. I swear.

I know I'm mushy. But yes it comes deep down from my heart..

Good news: Dad said yes to me having a relationship. I don't love him cos of that. I love him cos he is trusting me. I am very glad!!

Rahim, thank you, you made me have the courage to do this. That is why I love you. You won't leave me hanging. You teach me how to solve things/problems. And yes, in a adult way. You will stay by my side no matter what happens. I admire your responsible and serious-with-me attitude. You gave me nothing else but loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =)))))))))))
I'd be really happy if we last.. (:

Dad said something real meaningful (he said a lot more, but I like this):
"No one knows what's gonna happen in future. If you're gonna live till 80years old, you've only walked 1/4 of your life. You still have a lot more to see in life. Many more different people, different things. When you go out to the working society, you might be able to see better people that are more suitable for you. I can't guarantee you if this is the guy for you or not. But I wish you all the best."

Sweets. The 'all the best' part.. He also said: "Tell that guy, he better not hurt you in anyway. You're my only one precious daughter. If he dare do anything bad to you, I will risk my life to get him."

(Okayyyy I really don't know how to put in English la! -.-)

And he's right. No need for promises in a relationship. We'd just enjoy the love and joy we have yesterday, today and everyday.
I love you dear.

I am like over the moon now, though there's a lot for me to worry bout.. I am strong, I will be strong!! For my Dad, for myself..

Lastly, I WANNA THANK EVERYONE THAT CARED! AQILLAH ESPECIALLY! Love you babe! Seriously!

And Jiening dear, Shervonne, Eileen, Alvin, Junhui, Weijun, Saiken... And all that cared!
Omg this is love man!

I swear, every single one of you created a smile on my face, when I am so down. Thank y'all so much! :)

And of course my dearest Rahim darling! :)

And people, I am looking for job! To help my sweet Dad out with $$ problems..

Anyone, if you have any part-time jobs that have flexible working hours, please intro to me. I desperately need it.
THANKS!

Now I'll get to projects. BYE!

Signing off,
VERY HAPPY HONG WANLING!

So ashame of myself.

2009-05-05T20:00:00.006+08:00

Why am I such a ironic person?
WHY WHY WHY?

Argh, very fucked up day today. Just wanna voice out now. Cos I really couldn't take it anymore.

First, in the morning, Dad found out something. Somehow he gotta know that I've got a boyfriend. But I lied to him.. He got really angry.

I feel very guilty for lying to him. When I jolly well know he won't be taken in.. He must be very worried now. But I really don't know how to tell him.. It just seems so hard to apologise.

So I went to school with a god damn sad and worried feeling.

Had 2 lectures... Mood got worst, got more worried, more guilty, more stressed up as I couldn't understand a single thing the lecturer is talking about.

NetInfra lab is next. Had to do lab work. Another thing that I fucking don't understand. Shiyao with his weird character, treated me like a dog during the whole 1hour of lab.
Ordering me around. Sorry Shiyao. I REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT.

I was already feeling fucked up.. You add on to it. NetInfra is something I don't know, and you made me more confused, and worst, the attitude you gave me was fucked up.

I flared, I cried.. It was such a shame.. But I just need to vent out somewhere. Sorry everyone.

Next, I have to walk from block 14 to block 19, then walk back to block 10 to meet CP.
Was a fucked up meeting. He was fucking sarcastic.

Yes I am the class rep, doesn't that means I have to reflect the class' opinion to him? Isn't it?
The class doesn't want to buy that fucking Apel 2 book. I am just telling you. You don't need to give me that sarcasm. Don't fucking say like I am THE ONE that doesn't want to buy.

Cb...

Plus I was really having gastric during the meeting.. With the suckish mood accumulated from 7am, I really couldn't control myself but attitude-d my CP.

Sorry, once again.

After meeting, I had to walked back to block 24 cos the girls are eating there. I am really tired.. with gastric somemore...

Very fortunately, I have this boyfriend call Rahim, that is so sweet and caring, he came to school to surprise me. Just to let me know I have him with me... Thanks a lot.. Appreciated.. (:

After much discussions, we(Rahim and I) have decided to confess to my Dad about our relationship. Gotta talk to him after I finish my project tonight. I hope things will turn out well.
Rahim gave me loads of courage to do this. He is really a nice guy. Thank you.. You're so, so sweet..

Just when my mood got better,just a little stressed up by project, I saw something on FB.
I don't care whether you're close to girls or not. The thing is you once said you're not THAT KINDA guy.

But multiple times, it just show me you didn't told me the truth! The thing is, why didn't you just say the truth? Gosh.

Now that my mood is very very negative, no one should come provoke me. Please.
Fuck off and leave me alone.

Why does today have to suck so much? It's really hurting.. I am so so hurt..
1) Feeling guilty to lie to Dad about sucha thing.
2) Having stress with school work.
3) Getting fucked up stuff in class.
4) Getting fucked up meeting with CP.
5) Having to know someone didn't tell me the truth.

But seriously, I wanna thank my classmate for making my day at least a little bit better. Seriously, thanks Shervonne, Eileen, Liani, Rachel and Weeqi.. I really have great time with you girls.. Thank y'all loads..
Oh, since I'm on the topic on the girls, I wanna apologise to y'all if I attitude any one of you during lunch time. I was really really pissed with tonnes of things. Sincerely, I am sorry.

And Rahim dear, thanks for coming. I am touched, and it was really appreciated.. When everything comes to the worst, when I remember I've still got you, it doesn't seem that bad afterall. I'm serious.

Let me tell y'all something. After typing so much out, I still feel pain in my heart. I need someone. Someone to hold me...

2009-05-05T00:07:00.002+08:00

I am really proud to have Rahim.

He's a guy that satisfies ALL my needs.

:)

And I'm missing my girlfriends, like extreme kinda missing. :(

I had a great day today. Will update tomorrow. (:

With love.

Pictures ---- School and Rahim

2009-05-03T17:37:00.008+08:00

In school :)Shervonne and Liani

Weeqi and Eileen

Shervonne and Weeqi

This is Rahim and the sumo. LOL.

This is Mr. Man :)
My Mr. Man!

Hahahaha.

He's feeling blue on that day =D

Books!

:)

-.- Ya, very sexy... very seductive...

OMG! So handsome!!! :D

-.-

He wants to eat me up. -.-

I don't care what people say. Rahim is just so hot, so handsome, so charming, so cool, so cute, and is the best guy; for me. :)

2009-05-03T16:52:00.003+08:00

ARGH!!!! I AM REALLY PEKCEK NOW!!!!

I wanted to wake up at 1pm just now. But I heard quarrelings.. So I don't want to face them, and I cover my ears and POOF!

I went back into my sleep!!! ARGHH!!!!

And I just woke up. Time check --- 5pm!! WHAT THE HECK LA!!

HONG WANLING WHY ARE YOU SUCH A DUMB SHIT!

STUPID LEH!!! GrrrRrrrRRRRRRrrRRRr!

2009-05-03T05:03:00.002+08:00

I really hate myself for having that thing..

I don't know what the fuck am I saying at times.. Can you please keep in mind that things I say when I'm unhappy aren't believable?

Sorry, it's me.. I've really changed a lot for you.. You gave me the motivation to change. Thank you. Having you by my side is like heaven..

I am willing to do anything, just to see you smile.. The first person that ever made me felt this way.. This special feeling will never ease off, I'm sure..

Rahim Bin Abdul Rahman, keep this in your mind. I love you, and I am always here for you.. I want to be the one that create that smile on your face. I want to be the one that share your problems. I want to be the one you love. I want to multiply your happiness and divide your sadness. I want to give you everything of myself. Because as long as I see you happy, I see you smile. I'll be contented.

I want to be yours.

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else.

I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself.

I rather have hard times together than to have an easy apart....

I rather have the one who holds my heart..

Think positive!

2009-05-02T21:27:00.004+08:00

Cheryl, stop thinking of negative stuff! It is all past, he had became a better guy, right?

Give yourself a chance to accept him as a whole again. Otherwise things will be difficult to turn out good. You've been trying, and it's hard.. Whatever it is, I am here if you need someone. I swear, 24/7 available. Loves.

Trust isn't such a easy thing, well I don't know about you people. But at least for me, it IS difficult.

I try my best in every previous relationship I had. Outcome - I couldn't trust and thus leading to a stress-full relationship, causing tonnes and tonnes of problems and arguments.
Result --- Break ups.

Now I have this most amazing thing that happened to me, that I finally could trust someone. At least for now, I'm trusting wholeheartedly. But I am afraid it's not gonna last. I mean, I'm just afraid that bad things will happen..

Argh, but I'm just not gonna worry bout' this now. If it happens, it happens.

Mr. Man, you said you were VERY trustable. I hope it's true.. I'm just trusting by your words. You said you'd prove by actions... I'm believing that things will turn out good. I'm really afraid bad things will happen, for the fear accumulated from the past is too big for me to overcome just like that.

Oh well.

3rd week of school is gonna start in 2 days.. Project starts to come in. Life gon' get busy.

Bear with it HONG WANLING!!! You can do it!!

I need more happy stuff in life. Girlfriends and schoolmates!! Thank y'all for all laughters you brought into my life. Appreciated. =)

With love,
Jaylene--

Do you, like her?

1 May 2009

2009-05-02T16:49:00.003+08:00

Rahim came at 10.30am...

Had breakfast at Subway.. Then took bus65 to Vivocity.. Watched "Friday the 13"... THE SHOW IS DAMN GROSS LA. SO BLOODY. WTF!!!

At the last part of the show... Rahim was more afraid than I am!! HAHA. He grab my hand real tight lor. -.- I could feel his tense. He is so cute!! XD

After that we went MG... They had a talk with students. Aftermath we slack at rooftop, then went home at 9.20pm..

Syg went to send Danny off at Airport.. He going Osaka, Japan.. All the best to him! :)

2 May 2009
Happy Birthday HongYuhong, Saiken, Zi ang and Zi xuan! :)

Today syg is gonna have a busy day!! I'll be missing you!

Can't imagine if he's gonna go overseas for dance.. Haha, I won't go emo, but will miss him like crazy..
Will I be worry? I guess not. Nothing to worry about anyway. He is so trustable..

I miss my girlfriends. When are we meeting up? Don't tell me the next meet up is Cheryl's birthday. That's like one month later. -.=

OH well...

Complicate.

2009-05-01T00:07:00.003+08:00

People always say woman are the most complicated thing on Earth..

I agree.

Because I am complicated.

I once had someone that understands me, I let the person go..
Now that no one understands me, I start to get vexed..

Breathe in and out..
Count from 1 to 10..

I just gotta cool myself down..

Most important thing now is to study hard and get GPA 3.90
Persisting..

Rahim, things aren't simple as you think. I am really trying my best to keep things cool.
Loves.

What I want, what I need

2009-04-30T16:09:00.002+08:00

It's Software Design Process lab now..

What are we doing?

Blogging, shopping..

www.karmaloop.com

www.essential-sales.blogspot.com

:) Rahim is 100% what I want, what I need.

CAN YOU SEE THIS RAHIM! REMEMBER THIS OKAY! LOVES!

29 April 2009 -- School and Rahim

2009-04-29T20:15:00.002+08:00

I really appreciate you for coming here syg.. You're so tired.. Next time you can actually reject me okay!!!

You can just go MG and rest! Silly...

Thank you, thank you for coming.. :) Really happy to see you..

Anyway, suppose to have FOM from 2-4pm, and IntroToMktg from 4-6pm, and FOM lecture from 6-7pm.. LUCKILY, both tutors never come! :D So I must as well skip lecture also.. And yup Rahim came.. with his sickness and tiredness.. Love you!!!

Shervonne was as usual, joker in school. Haha.. Always making our class lively! :)
Had lunch with Weeqi and Eileen at Bistro Walk at 1pm.. Oh ya, special thanks to Eileen for being pro in some database class. Haha.. I really can't recall the subject name..

Had a happy day :) No sadness..

P/s: I really can't stand some idiots that are so immature! What did he do that you all must dislike him? He is living his life for himself, not for you all la. He have to work right, you think he so free to help you all meh! Go suck balls la idiots. ARGH!!!!!

5 lines.

2009-04-29T10:08:00.004+08:00

Only had 4hours of sleep!!! And there's 10hours of class today. -.-

I really miss Rahim.

I'm worried about him. :(

Syg please take care of yourself..........................................................................

I'm pleasing you!

2009-04-28T20:51:00.007+08:00

Omg, I can't believe it.

Something amazing just happened to me! It's like, 3rd most amazing thing in my life!

Okay anyway... I've been waiting to get this thing outta my mind, soul and body since 5days ago.. I just couldn't.. BUT, I finally manage to get it out! Cool or what! OMG!

I wanna thank my family, my friends, Rahim, my classmates, the food I ate, the water I drink, the fruits I ate, thank god, thank the table, the chair, the computer, the bag, shirt, pants, shorts, EVERYTHING!!!

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27 April 2009.

2009-04-27T20:48:00.003+08:00

Today is school day! Damn sian la! :(

** WEBCAM WITH SAYANG IS VERY FUN! :) **

Okay that was random. Anyway, school was kinda -.- today.. I don't know how to explain the feeling. Mr. Kumbar is just too don't-know-how-to-teach.. Sorry to say that, but it's true.

Wireless lecture was cancelled, so had lunch with the girls. BEEHOON!! :) Miss the school food!
Darling fetch me from school at 1pm.. We went Simei to send my phone for servicing, AGAIN.

After that we went to Cineleisure to watch "Jangan Tegur", a malay ghost show. Before that, had the $1 childhood ice cream, walked around..

He took a picture with Sumo. Will post that up soon. Not free now.

Wanted to try watching R21 shows, but I can't. Then wanted to watch M18 show, he didn't go as plan and act to the lady that I am above 18. -.- Lame la, Rahim..

After movie, we went to Clarke Quay to take bus 12 home. Okay I know we very lame. Haha. We got our reasons ---- cos I wanna see him ultra charming face :) And the 'I do' face. HEEHEE! :D

Nothing special la. I love Rahim.
Goodnight everyone!
:)

My precious ---- Rahim

2009-04-26T17:44:00.006+08:00

Sayang, thank you for being with me. When I have problems at home, you're the one that talked to me. You never know how nice it was to have you saying "I love you syg, I'm here with you" whenever I'm upset. Greatly appreciated!

I know, I know we've only know each other for 1month plus. We took 2 weeks to be together. That's really fast. The thing is, we're in love, not just a simple affection.

I've never felt like this, seriously. The feeling of having someone so dear to me; so trustable, so reliable, so lovable. It's like I could feel what you're thinking. At times I know, you're stress with your work, but you just don't wanna tell me. You always say you shouldn't share your sadness with me. You'll just call me and talk to me. But I can feel it dear. I just hope you'll be happy. I want to see you happy.

I told you this, and I can swear. No one, NO ONE, have ever made me have this feeling. The feeling that I just want to see this person smile. A smile from you can make me forget all my troubles, really. I see you laugh, I can really go crazy. As in real high. Haha.

Also, I've never trust someone like this before. You can ask, anyone, since when I would feel okay seeing my bf hug another girl(refering to dance), and hold a drunk girl, carry her, or whatever. Or go clubbing.. If it was last time, I would have flare up like crazy. But I am GOD DAMN SERIOUS, when I watch your dance video, I feel ........ wow, nice. I mean, I watch it as a dance. I feel normal.
You wanna go clubbing, I'll feel .... 'go ahead syg, enjoy yourself'.
Cos I believe you, I just believe that you go there to dance.

Can someone explain why I can trust you so much? I don't know why. You just gave me the 'I-am-very-trustable' feel. =)

On 25th April 12-1am at level 4... I will never forget what you said to me. The way you looked into my eyes, and speak.. I knew I could trust you. And I will.

Sayang, I'll support you in everything you do. Because I know you're sensible enough to do things the right way. I believe in you.

Don't ask me "Why?" , "You only know Rahim for 1month plus! And you're trusting him?". Whatever, at least at this point I feel this way. And I will keep this thinking. The thinking of trusting him. Even if some things were to change in future, I won't regret.

( Just slap me if I do regret. Haha )

Dear Rahim, you're really special to me. It's like a miracle that you came into my life, and then you start loving me. You're a heaven sent. A totally tailor-made, just for me. Haha, sound very weird. But really, everything of you attracts me. I just love you, and I will continue loving you. I really really hope this thing will last.. Love was quite a negative thing, in my memory. But I believe you'll give me happiness.. For now the biggest aim for me, is to become............... :D (You know it.) Work hard sayang, I'm here with you.. =)

I still can't believe, that something like you, could happen to me....

Updates. MG performance.

2009-04-26T00:06:00.004+08:00

23 April 2009.
I went to MG at 7am.. I think I mentioned it. Yehhh..

After that just went school, dear sent me. Saw Kokping on the way. I MISS KOKPING LA! His lame jokes in class... they are so missed! :(

Also saw Shervonne and Yt at Aljunied Mrt. Lol, damn coincidental. -.-

Took bus 69 to TP together.. :)
I really miss kokping! Lol.

Rahim told me something. I feel that the bitches are pure childish. Haha. Retards.

24 April 2009.

Charles, Hazrul, Danny, Rahim, Charlie.

Went Music Garage at 6am. I love you sayang. I believe you, we will be happy. :D

Had breakfast.. Then we slept.. He fall asleep straight away once he on bed. -.-
I got woken up by Jae at 10am, then I just laid there.. Then had Rice as brunch..

Charlie: "I woke up and this place is totally different from what I see before I sleep. Got human bolster, got this shirt..."

Hahaha.
Charlie is really one funny guy.

I followed them to Cuppage plaza to prepare for their performance.

Had a meal at Cineleisure, darling and I both had 2 bowls of rice. HAHA.
Later we went McDonald's... I had Hot fudge sundae...

DARLING ATE AGAIN! WHAT THE HELL!!! MONSTER! Only 2hours ago he ate 2 bowls of rice with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!! FAT!!!!

I really damn poser for the day. As in the way I dressed. Those people really thought I am one of the performer. Haha.

I am proud of Rahim. Although they very last minute.. But yeh, still proud of him. :)

The rest did great too. CHARLES ESPECIALLY!!!! His beatboxing is really, DOPE! Omg! :D

After the whole thing, darling sent me home.. Erm...... first time I see him ................ Sorry, sorry! That won't happen again. Love you dear.. We will be happy. WE WILL!

25 April 2009.
Family gathering. Event at MG was success. Congrats! :) Finally my darling can rest a bit..

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THANKS EVERYONE!!!!! FOR YOUR CONCERN. REALLY REALLY GREATLY APPRECIATED!! :) Those that tagged on my tagboard..

Especially those that bother to text me, like Khaliq, Jiening and Junhui. THANKS! Really, I am really touched. Thanks thanks thanks! :)
And Andy! :)

What is care.

2009-04-24T02:35:00.004+08:00

Don't tell me you got 2 hours, from 12.16am till 1.58am... and you got no time at all just to send a "Syg, are you better now?"

I don't think so. That won't take you 1minute, not even 30seconds.

It is that you don't have the heart to care about me. Right?
Whatever, not in the mood to care about this now.

Kinda disappointing though.
Maybe I expect too much??

Fine, I suck as a daughter, suck as a girlfriend.
Goodnight.

Oh, thanks Junhui, Andy, Gary and Shervonne. For some talks.
Very lost now.

Family.

2009-04-24T00:38:00.003+08:00

Had gastric in school today.

Had fire drill..

Went MG at 7am.. Slack around, then 12pm dear send me to school. Thanks, I love you.

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Things are getting worst. Why? It's just money. Does money really matter so much? It's making me have the fear of marriage. Are all marriage like this?

Do they even have love in each other? Why? Can someone guide me through? I really need guides... I don't know what to do. I feel fuckin' lousy. I am like a fuckin' useless thing here, of no help.

I am really tired. Does anyone know?

Or am I being too emo? That 2 brothers... It seems like it's nothing to them. But to me, it still hurts. Yes I say I am already used to it. Ya, sure. I am so used to it.

My heart pricks every time I hear shoutings and screamings. Should I go back to counselling?

I am trying very very very hard to control my emotions. Only person I shared my problems with, Khaliq. Sorry, but it's was him that was always with me. Even you, you're not as good as him.
I just hate to share problems with my girlfriends, seems like they have their own problems already.

Do you even really care? You're busy.... Ya........ But are you really worried for me? Do you understand what am I going through??! I don't feel your care, to be honest..

Money, money again.
"You took my money, fuck you."

Why? It's money. Why is she like this? What is her problem outside?? Can I share? Why she doesn't wanna share? Does she need some counselling too? She is just crazy, unreasonable like hell.
Can someone bring her to psychiatrist? She need that.

And about him. FUCK YOU BASTARD! Don't tell me you still love her! This is not love! This is not fucking love! BULLSHIT!
I know it's difficult for you to tolerate all the nonsense from her. But so? Must you find another? Okay fine, you wanna find another. THEN ADMIT YOU DON'T LOVE HER ANYMORE AND BREAK UP LA! Still stick together for what?

Am I suppose to just sit here and watch now?

Someone PLEASE! Get me outta this place.

Idiots.

2009-04-22T20:50:00.006+08:00

I LOVE RAHIM. I want this feeling to last. Will it?

I am really feeling very very tired... with all this totally retarded comments/questions.

"You change bf like change clothes......."

"Wa new one again ah?"

"Rahim is the one for you meh....."

"Khaliq more handsome lehh"

"Rahim also not handsome!.. So ugly....."

"So you like Rahim cos of his money la?"

"How you get to know Rahim?"

"What you like about him?"

"WHAT IS SO NICE ABOUT MALAY???"

Stop giving me all this bullshits.

First, I am 18, I can try out as many relationships I want until I find the right guy, assholes.

Next.

If a CHINESE guy would have treated me as good as how Rahim is treating me, I could have loved him too. (Of course not now la, I love Rahim only..) And provided I have feelings for him. Do you know, that feeling you feel you could rely on that guy?

( Just shut up if you don't know. )

Don't come talk crap about Malay to me. It is damn insulting.. You think I'm blind? I have eyes to see. I know Rahim is not a typical mat type of Malay. And what the fuck is wrong with Malays in the first place? Don't just say all Malay sucks because of the mats can?

Chinese also got those learning-from-malay kinda guys. Go hate all Chinese also la? Buggers...

DON'T IRRITATE ME WITH BULLSHITS ANYMORE! This is Singapore. Try being racist. I CALL POLICE AH! Idiots.

No one is perfect. Rahim is imperfect, I still love him. Get me?! Assholes..

Anyway, I sincerely thank those that really wish Rahim and I to last. Appreciated. :)

BYE BYE!!!!!!!!
I miss my girlfriends!!!!

2009-04-22T11:06:00.003+08:00

I miss Rahim... :(

I know, I know, very random... Because Darling still sleeping ma!!!!!

Having class now, with a very -.- teacher...

Must wait till Friday to see Rahim! :( That's damn far.........

I love Rahim! I will work hard... endure until Poly ends!!! :)
Faster buy house leh darling...! Haha. :D

[[ 3days, and I only had 3hours + 6hours + 4 hours = 13hours of sleep..... :( ]]

I miss my girlfriends too!!!!

I'M GONE!!!

With love,
Jaylene

Pictures (Rahim, School, Jasmine birthday celebrations!)

2009-04-21T19:27:00.038+08:00

On this day, Rahim actually met my mum.. He called my mum "MA!" but she didn't hear. Lol..
He also tell my mum that she very cute. -.-

So yeh, it was my last day of holidays!!!!! I spent with Rahim, K-lock, Danny, and some MG people....

My cute nerdy Mr Rahim.
What a gangster pose... Zzz

Kenneth (K-lock) driving us to Bugis for lunch, with his BMW.

Eating lollipop, hahaha.

Danny.

Guess what he's trying to do!

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Disturbing Danny!! (popping instructor of MUSIC GARAGE)
a.k.a The most random and lame guy I ever met. -.-

I love my beautifully imperfect boyfriend.

After eating, Rahim and I went back to MG to get my bag... At MG something happened.... Nice or not, I don't know..

Love you dear :)

Then went to MS to meet the rest..
They were bowling.....

Guess what they looking at???????
(Baby, you look real stunned. -.-)

It's Jae!!!! (Ok, lame.) -.-
Jae: Boss of Music Garage, pop vocals instructor.

Charlie was damn funny at bowling... Lol.

Here's a picture of a eating monster...

Eat some more, eat..................................

Thanks ar for the -.- face..

I went off early... Dad scolded.. So yehh, Dearest sent me to take cab..

Charlie high-fived me. -.- And I had a hi five in the air with Jae. -.- -.- -.- -.-

My last day of holiday was spent, very happily. :)

Next, DAY 1 OF YEAR 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(Shervonne still at Hongkong, WeeQi absent due to sickness! Take care babe!)

I started taking picture with my face right at the front, and small faces of people at the back...

( Take note of the numbering..... )

LIANI IS THE COOLEST FRIEND I HAVE!!!! HAHA

Junhui, what is that face for? Zzzzzz.......

5. With Yongtian peeping at the camera..

6. With JinLeong the yellow banana, smiling at the camera... (Damn cute la this picture. haha)

7. With Junhui peeping.... hahahahaha

Eileen and my cool friend! Lol.

Me and Rachel!

8. With Eileen

Me and my cool friend!!! :D

Rachel and LIANI!!

Hair comparison ----- Eileen and Liani

Guys at the canteen. HAHA.

Eileen, GUYS BEHIND, RACHEL

Rahim and Eileen
(I realise it rhymes!!! Rahiiimmmmmmm, Eileeeeeeennnn) Ok la, I lame.

DAY 2!
And I still continue taking pictures with my face, BIG, RIGHT IN FRONT. :D

10.

Liani, seriously, what is that face for?

Weeqi macam very hardworking....

Feel stupid taking picture of myself =.=

Rachel why you always have this face!

Weeqi, stress over???!?!?!?!??????

That's more like it! SMILE! :)

LIANI PLAYING WITH HER TONGUE STUD!

Weeqi lookin' cute here. :D

Happy... :)

Opps, sorry Eileen. Hahaha.

Lastly,

JASMINE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!!!!!
For more info, go to Cheryl's site.

The bestfriend. :)

Aqillah absent!

I stood so far!! :( Look like I don't love Jasmine like that... Zzzz

I seriously love my girlfriends..

Jasmine, hope you enjoyed the day with us. Love you!!! :)

BYEBYE peeps!!! :D

Let's stop couting the number of days..

2009-04-20T21:48:00.001+08:00

FIRST DAY OF YEAR 2..

Woke up late. -.- School starts at 8am, I only wake up at 7... Haha. Only had 3 hours of sleep for the past 2 days!! Gotta sleep earlier tonight..

School was nothing...... Just that I am real sleepy all the way.
SAW LIANI'S NEW LOOK ---- LIVE!! Will post the pictures soon.

Rahim came to 'fetch' me from school at 1pm. Thank you syg..

From Engine school, he made me walked to Business school as he's hungry and wanna lunch.. When we reached Business school canteen, he told me "Now no where is not pack hor?"

I told him "Engine school lor"..

And we walked back! -.- Thanks ar dear..

Met Rachel and Eileen in the canteen and sat with them. :)

Rachel and Eileen left as they got stuff to do. We went to PS to collect my brother phone..
After collection, he slept at KFC while I was eating. -.-!

Train down to Orchard to buy his NEW PHONE!!!!!! :D
He got E63!

NICE RIGHT!!! He wanted another nicer one, but was too expensive... Spent quite some time at Singtel..

Then watched "17 again" at Cineileisure!
Funny and touching show. I tear-ed a few times.

Oh ya today Rahim say I don't have the "MRS RAHIM" face. :(

Fine lor!

He sent me home... by train........
GOODNIGHT EVERYONE!!!

Add on, Cheryl's sms was sweet.
Thanks love.

I sound so lesbian..

2009-04-20T00:53:00.001+08:00

I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS A LOT!!!!

Girlfriends come first!
Then Family!
Then Friends!

:)

What about boyfriend????
Under family.

Pictures of 9th day out.

2009-04-19T04:35:00.006+08:00

Out of 10 man, 9 will have a mistress. The 10th one is thinking of having one.

Same goes.

Out of 10 guys, 9 will betray their girlfriends. The last one is thinking of betraying.

But Rahim is not a guy. HAHA.

Pictures:

At MUSIC GARAGE. (CLICK TO LINK TO THE MG BLOG)

My very stylo pose. LOL.

Sleep somemore...... sleep...............

I AM SO CUTE.

Pictures. Outing with 4E1'07. A year ago?

2009-04-19T00:07:00.012+08:00

RANDOM: MY BOYFRIEND IS MISSING NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(
MISSING IN ACTION!!!!!!!!!!

Okay time for pictures..
I really don't remember posting it. I think I owe them the pictures. Is it? Don't know la. Just post..

P/s: My boyfriend is found -.-

9th Day out.... Rahim

2009-04-18T01:08:00.002+08:00

I cab down to Clarke Quay at 6am. HAHA.

We had some misunderstandings... I don't wanna talk about it.. It is just a stress break down..
Anyway, we're okay and will always be okay..

So yeh, slept with him for awhile till 8plus a.m .... Cos he's really sleepy.. Ate Yakun since I was really hungry! 2 hiphop kids eating Yakun....... -.-

After eating we went back to MusicGarage to sleep, while waiting for Charlie and Jae to wake up... -.-

After they woke up (11plus), darling taught me "Trading places" dance.. Don't know why, I was super duper extremely nervous!

Didn't really learn properly, but I enjoy the time spent with him!! :) He had class from 2pm-3pm... Then we continued dancing for awhile.. And we fell asleep (NOT).........

Thus.........

I was late for meeting Cheryl, Jiening and Jasmine.

JASMINE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!!!!!

I will post again.. With pictures from Cheryl and Jiening..

Anyway we celebrated till 12am plus.. at SOHO rooftop.. Then dearest send me to take cab..
Loads of thanks to him. Love you!

Super love him cos' he's gentleman, thoughtful and sweet.

I am so gonna be his wife!! Haha..

Really tired now. Good night. Lovess!!

LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-17T00:43:00.002+08:00

I AM VERY SIAN.

VERY PISSED.

Very *(@^#)#$!)(@_08023487&@*&*!^(*@#$&#!&$(*^)()@&&!@#

Sometimes I feel it's really difficult to maintain. I am really trying very very very hard not to break down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pictures on 7th and 8th day out.

2009-04-16T22:14:00.004+08:00

Day 7
DON'T LAUGH AT MY FACE PLEASE................... [[ He force me to take that pic!! ]]

Day 8
-.- See my pimple. Argh!

Acting Candid.

Acting again...

Another one...

-.- Again.

I love my boyfriend.

My new name, and Our baby names

2009-04-16T08:04:00.003+08:00

HAHA.

This post is quite no meaning. Don't bother to read it.

My Malay name is gonna be Rahimah. Following Rahim's name.

As for our babies' name...........

Boy : Lyle (Means 'Island')

Girl : Darling wants it to be Lindsay. Nice? We want it to start with 'L'. Can someone help?

Lindsay? (Uncertain)
Lynn? (No meaning)
Lynette? (No meaning)
Lyndsay? (Lincoln Island)
Lisbeth? (My God is a vow)
Leyla? (Dark-haired beauty, Night)
Layla? (Dark beauty)
Leona? (Lion)
Latifah? (Gentle, Kind)
Latisah? (Joy)
Ladonna? (Lady)

http://babynamesworld.parentsconnect.com/

8th day out - Rahim

2009-04-16T02:49:00.004+08:00

Sayang came at 1.45pm today! :)

Khaliq came too. -.-

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FOUGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay obviously it's a joke.

Khaliq came to take his stuff back (guitars and jerseys)....
Okay so he came at 1.45pm as well.

They talked! I'm like so glad they talked. :D

"If not what, you think we 'bish bish bish' then when you come then we act sit down ah" - Rahim

Okay we walked to the bus stop together, Khaliq board 28, Rahim and I waited for 12. We went Clarke Quay.

We ate Laksa at Central. Plan was to go Hougang with Jae........ But changed plan.

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watched movie. -.-

I don't feel boring la, but he say he scared people say he boring boyfriend. HE IS NOT!!! :D

Okay so we watched "TAKEN" , it was quite an exciting show, I guess...

By the time the show end, it was already 6 going 7.. Went back to MG as he have class at 8pm. :)
I love my Boyfriend because he is very thoughtful!

Stayed until his class ended.

**P/s Love him max when he's teaching! :)**

So he sent me home. :) Love love love!

Add ons.
Over the phone, I was pissed off over some things at home and I told him.....
Then, he told me he farted. -.-

LAMENESS. BYEBYE FRIENDS.

Nice and Slow by Usher is a nice song! :D

Misunderstanding 1

2009-04-14T17:24:00.006+08:00

Darling is so cuteeeeeeeeee!!

We had a lil misunderstanding but it's all over..

Miscommunications!!! Due to insufficient sleep!

[[ Darling came to pass me something, because he made me unhappy.. Very sweet :) ]]

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And I did something really really wrong..

I'm sorry. I'm really sorry...

I got nothing to say, it's my fault anyway.

I love you dear, sorry.

Really feel so stupid for doing that.

Seriously, I love you only.

Sorry.

I am serious with our relationship. Like god damn serious.....
The whole marriage thing, I don't even think I'm joking...

Love you.

Ah gong Bday 2009 ---- Just at home.

2009-04-14T05:06:00.004+08:00

1st Row - Yuyang, Jing Heng, Jowell, Jing Han, Jing Rui, Dad, Zer yee, Yuhong, Jing Yong
2nd Row - Xiao Gu, Me, Ah gong, Ah po, Zer min

My grandpa! CUTE LOR! Haha.

Jowell and Grandma!

Sexy me... Woooo! HAHA.

Cute Jowell and Sexy me again.

Jowell and me.

I love my family.

Love my Girlfriends..

Love Rahim as well.

7th Day - Rahim

2009-04-14T03:42:00.003+08:00

Rahim came at 8am today. -.- That's damn early.

We bused to Tampines Interchange then took 65 to Orchard Road. Bought Subway and slacked at Lido... Told him about family stuff.. He looks worried. I'm fine dear!!! :)

[[ Darling I'm talking to you on phone now and you just coughed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( ]]

After that walked to Cineleisure to buy tickets for "The Sniper" . It was quite a nice show, I concentrated 80%, he concentrated 50%..

[[ Darling, you just coughed again. :( ]]

Wanted to eat at Lucky Plaza but couldn't find the destinated stall. Went to Far East instead.

Went to CQ to slack at rooftop again. Just when I was about to fall asleep, he ask me to move in to MG to sleep. -.-

MG = Music Garage

Jae and Eugene left us in the studio as they went to collect speakers.
So I slept and he read book. -.-

Jae and Eugene came back, then we go eat prata.........

Aftermath, went back to studio to get my bag and off we go to............................ TOILET! :D

Walked to swimming pool side to chill... :) I love the way we lay on the chair, very relaxing and loving. We just lie down and look at stars......... :)

[[ Darling, you just coughed again!!! :( Ultimate sadness ]]

The position of us on the chair(it's the long chair thing beside swimming pool, get it?) it's like I'm lying on his chest with his arms around me. HEEHEE. SWEET SWEET LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Okay then I cab home myself at 9pm. :)

Loves.

Rahim dear, thanks a lot. Thank you for loving me.

2009-04-13T07:40:00.002+08:00

Me:"Papa, wake up. 7.45am already"

Dad: "Ok."

Dad: "What?! You going out again?"

Me: "Ehh (laughing)... Ya.............."

Dad: "Why go out again la? Stop being like this!"

Me: (Feeling very -.-, but just act) (Laughing) "Holidays ending soon ma............"

Dad: "You better stop going out. "

Me: &%@&*!!@##$!$#%!)(%#*+ (Walks away)

Mad Sexy Cool

2009-04-13T06:22:00.006+08:00

I'm feeling super super super super excited to see Rahim.. :)

One good thing is I feel very comfortable with him, I'm being myself. Although I'm feeling nervous like hell. Get me????????????

Whatever la, I just love him. Haha.

Imagine your boyfriend eye powering you with this song below. HEEHEE.

(Song is on my playlist)
(And I think the lyrics a bit wrong)

Baby, oh yeah
Baby, oh yeah

You don't ever bring no drama to the game
And my drama don't be scaring you away
You dont ever talk too much
Exactly just enough
You know how and when and where and what to say

It aint like I gotta tell you your so fine (your so fine)
You've been gettin' complements since you was nine (damn)
Its like your perfect (...)
A diamond in the rough
I knows you give me nothin' else but love (love)

You are such a mad sexy cool girl
How does someone turn into you girl
How do you explain
What you do
What you say
How you be
How you play
How you love
Everyday
How your constantly the same
How you give
Never hate
And you dont ever change
Be consistantly that way
You're a mad sexy cool girl, and i love you that way
Baby, oohhhhh

You be ruling with a certain shade of cool (shade of cool)
I dont know no body half as fresh as you
I be checkin your behaviour
Oh baby you got so much flavour
Sometimes i wanna call you juicy fruit (juicy)

It aint like I gotta tell you your a star (your a star)
You be shining and be sparkling in the dark
Girl you so perfect (...)
You my diamond in the rough
I know you give me nothin' else by love

You are such a mad sexy cool girl
How does someone turn into you girl
How do you explain
What you do
What you say
How you be
How you play
How you love
Everyday
How your constantly the same
How you give
Never hate
And you dont ever change
Be consistantly that way
You're a mad sexy cool girl, and i love you the same

(baby) How does someone
So beautiful
So approachable
None so adourable
(baby) guess you're my kinda wonderful
My dream come true

You are such a mad sexy cool girl (sexy cool girl)
How does someone turn into you girl (into you girl)
How do you explain
What you do
What you say
How you be
How you play
How you love
Everyday
How your constantly the same
How you give
Never hate
And you dont ever change
Be consistantly that way
You're a mad sexy cool girl

You are such a mad sexy cool girl (ohh baby yes you are)
How does someone turn into you girl (turn into you)
How do you explain
What you do
What you say
How you be
How you play (ooohh)
How you love
Everyday
How your constantly the same
How you give
Never hate
And you dont ever change (never change)
Be consistantly that way
You're a mad sexy cool girl
(You're a mad sexy cool girl)

Baby (fade out)
How does someone turn into you girl
How do you explain
What you do
How you be
How you play
How you love
Everyday
How your constantly the same

Sweet. :)

Eileen Birthday Celeb - Pictures.

2009-04-12T19:01:00.065+08:00

I think Eileen look very sweet here :)

P/s. It's difficult for me to trust people, treasure it since I do trust you. Add on, don't forget you're still under observations. Say and do it. Don't just use your mouth, ACTIONS PLEASE!!!!

You said you'd give me the best of you
-I love you-

Eileen birthday celeb. 5th / 6th day out - Rahim ** And some sweet stuff :)

2009-04-11T06:36:00.005+08:00

A very orange sky.

My classic face.
9 Apr 2009

WENT OUT WITH CLASS PEOPLE! :) F805!!
To celebrate for Eileen's birthday. Sang K again! :)

At Bugis.

Love my class. I will post up the pictures soon! :D

Darling came to send me home. Very sweet, I love you.

10 Apr 2009

Another morning date with Rahim. We sound very boring right? We're not lor, there's no 1 minute we're not laughing/smiling :)

He came to bring me to Clarke Quay to put his bag at workplace. It was only 9am and he reached... Met early cos I could only be free till evening time. SORRY!

Bused to Simei first, had KFC breakfast (not bad la the food), then bought WORD SEARCH!! And a cube thing that we couldn't solve. -.-

Went Bugis after that. Some shopping centre, watched movie at Film garade?!?!!! I don't know how to spell it. Had Nachos as I had gastric!

Okay we watched Fast And Furious 4 (FIRST MOVIE WE CONCENTRATED BABY!) :D
The show is quite exciting! :D I like, cos there's hot babes!

After that we just walked around, at Bugis Junction... Bused home at Clarke Quay.. Busing with him is NEVER boring.. Love love love!!! :)

So I reached home at 6plus I think..

Anyway, Rahim said I am crazy woman, boring, auntie, and HE VERY NO TASTE TO CHOOSE ME. :( I damn sad lor....

Why do I even have such a boyfriend??????

Because he's sensible, matured, VERY caring, VERY loving, understanding, sweet, GENTLEMAN.

When he dance, when he sings, it just attracts me like no one ever did.

I love the confidence he have when he dance, the charm just makes my heartbeat fasten.. I love the way he strokes my hair and kiss me gently everytime he knows I'm tired...

The good taste he have for music.

I love the way he speaks, whispers into my ears, the way he look into my eyes and say he loves me.. The way he make me feel I can rely on him..

The way he dress.

I love the way his hand search for mine while we're walking, love the way he wanna protect me..

The silly smile he have whenever I look at him. I love how he feel touched and shy when I say sweet things to him..

The way he said "I do.."

I love almost everything about him, I felt he's so heaven sent, what I longed for..

Lastly, I love the way he loves me..

And I am proud to have him.. Whenever he holds my hand, I feel I ain't afraid of any negative remarks from people.. This is the first time, I ever felt proud to have a guy..

Dearest, I know I can't help you in your career, but I will always support you.. I am here, to SAYANG YOU! :)

P.s I love the way you "Oooooooooooo" !!!!! HAHA.

2009-04-09T10:01:00.003+08:00

-Time WILL prove-

4th day out - Rahim

2009-04-08T21:50:00.005+08:00

1st Official day...

I went to school in the morning at 10am, for extra Java tutorials... Until 12pm.. He was already waitin' outside..

He bought Mango cake for me! :) Lovesssss....

Then we went Tampines Mall to have Long John for branch.

Walked around, wandering.... Shopped for our baby clothes, bedsheets, towels, cutlery.. :)

Decided to take any bus we want, bus 10 was what we decided on.. I love bus-ing with Rahim cause he is very entertaining. Haha.

So we went to Vivo city, again. HAHA.
Watched "Departure"... WHAT THE HELL, I THOUGHT IT WAS A HORROR SHOW. IT WAS A SUPER LAME AND BORING SHOW LAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! (Maybe cos' I was quite sleepy as well)

During the movie, he said:" I really cannot resist you.."

Me:" I can't resist you either..." HAHA.

Okay then he sent me back to Tampines MRT by train, as time was running out(he got lesson at 8pm and it was already 7plus), he didn't send me home...

Here are some of the pictures.. With love.

(HE LIKE TO ACT CANDID SHOTS!!!!!!!!!!)

2009-04-08T09:45:00.001+08:00

I know it's fast....
I'm attached, on 7 April 2009..